Money money money!!!!!

It is so true the old saying that it's the money that make the world go round!!!

I don't know when I will be able to earn enough for my self. 

I am really not sure. There is not one thing in my possession that I bought for my self on a whim except that 4 years old headphones that I bought with my first salary.

I really wanna earn more that that is required of me so that I can get some room to do things that I want... Things that give me happiness.

But I am caught in this circle of life n responsibility... This vicious circle...  is eating me raw.i don't see the end ... It is not in sight.

Awake at 15 past 12 thinking about the money!

Frustrations 😁

I am not sure as to why I am getting frustrated at everything in my life be it my job my love life or be it my family life . The frustration is setting in and I can't seem to do anything about it. 

I must reflect back and see , what I am doing wrong and need to correct it in the future so that my life can come back on track again.

the downside of giving space!!!!!

Normally ppl will not agree with me....they will argue that u need to give space to the everyone.
But, what they fail to see is that giving space is alright but when u truly want to help some one and you cant Just in the name of giving space is the feeling of helplessness.
I don't know about every one else but I hate the feeling of being helpless.
When I am ready to work on it, take responsibility then why should I feel helpless.

But, this feeling just creeps in. it cant be helped or otherwise reasoned with. So, in am embracing it with open arms and taking out my emotions here.

Journey home but.......

Another day...another journey....but this time I am heading home...lko....

Wish it was under better circumstances....

Going home Dadi's last rites....

Onroute Mumbai...tomorrows the flight....rite now in a bus from pune....running ahead of time...which is a very bad habit now...jo chutaye nahi chut rahi

Well this is the thing with buses...when u want one it will always be late...but when u dont want one...it will always be there for u...waiting at tye bus stop...
Well wat can be done...dats life.

Well the Western express highway which I am currently travelling on....the scenic beauty is breath taking...i am typing less n.looking out of my window more....

Ears are almost closed now...this happens to me when I reach a certain height...on A ghat now...

Signing off...going to look out my window

New beginnings

Hey .....

Just wanted to say hey.....

Dont know y....but I just wanted to blog this....

After such a long time really....

Sharing wats going on....pata nahi will it feel gud or not....but if it does I will blog more....n.if it does not will stop....

Waiting for yhe feeling to set in,..........,,

FORK

when i used to hear ppl say dat they reached a point in there life n they needed to make a hard choice of either choosing one thing or the other one.......

many ppl choose the first one.....

while others choose the second one....

many i have seen later repent in their life dat they should have choosen the other one......

while other are satisfied with their choice......

some with real character even if not happy with their choice do not utter a word abt it......

while others cry abt it day n night.....

well today in my life i am also faced with such a situation......

n i have no idea which choice to pick......

but i just pray to god to give me strength to help me on my way n give me enough character to bear with my choice......................

LOVE STORY

wat is a ""LOVE STORY"???

we have heard many .....seen so many.....been in many(many of us not most)

i have a different thinking abt wat a LOVESTORY is.....

well i think when a love between two ppl is successful n they live happily ever after it is just love....love all along....

but when a love is not successful n they do end up happily ever after....dat is wat makes a LOVESTORY....

pppl will ask abt mine...........

well i cant say yet.....

it seems to be going one way.....but in some dark n dingy corner of my silly heart there is still hope dat i wont be a part of a LOVESTORY.....

keeping my fingures crossed....

pray for me.....