suffocation

i dont know abt u all but some times i feel suffocated even wid thing sat go around me are normal.....or may be not.......

lately i have been feeling a kind of suffocation.......

u c i have everything......good life.....good studies.....good frns.....n every thing is goin smoothly but still.....i feel suffocated.......

i cant get it over wid......or maybe i dont want to......

i dont know wat more 2 write........

but after doing this i feel a lot more better.....it gave a vent 2 my feelings.....

MOOD SWINGS

frm the word swings u may be getting the idea.....the swing of a baseball bat for a home run ie 2 say the mood swings and remain in the same way for a long time........

but u r getting goin down the wrong lane....

my mood swings are like the swings of a pendulum of a grandfathers clock which foe one second swing this way and the other second swings the other way......

but unlike the swing of the clock mine are very powerfull....and effect me and the ppl near me very greatly.....

when my mood swings i do the thing dat comes first into my mind even wid out thinkin abt the consequences......and later regret abt it......

but of lately i have starting having some control over my mind even in those mood swings.....so as not hurt my near and dear once......

u c this BLOG is also a part of one of my mood swings.....u c my mood swing can also produce something creative....

TILL NEXT TYM

BBYE

NO ONE IS HAPPY

yep it is true dat no one is truely happy......

coz no one is content wid wat they have.....everyone wants more than they have continuously.....this is a good sign of growth.....but making ourselves depressed for our growth is not the rite thing 2 do.....coz our ultimate aim behind our growth is again happiness......and if in the process of growth we are making ourselves unhappy......WAT IS BLOODY POINT?????? 

BUT then again if i reflect on this question at hand i c dat maybe god meant us humans to be this way only....UNHAPPY.....coz if u will look around urself very care full u will find dat 90% of ppl around u are unhappy bcoz of one or the other thing in lyf.....

so let us make a wow to ourselves dat we will try 2 be as happy as possible in this unhappy lyf of ours.......MAY GOD HELP US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

uselessness of this world

after so many years on this earth as a human being who is blessed wid a mind.....which can reason...

i have come 2 see the uselessness of this world....

some ppl will say dat i m lunatic...i can only see the negative in all things....

but if u reason wid urself of wat is right and wat is wrong....

u will find out dat everything u see is all negative.....

u see v would not have needed a LORD RAMA or JESUS or PROPHET MODH. if there was good in this world.....

u see v only need a hero if there is a bad guy....

and if there was enough good on this earth v would not have needed ne of the above great men.....

the world could have managed even widout them.....wid the good dat was present there.....

but again it is my own opinion.....plzzz dont draw ne conclusion out of it.....

is is just an open ended discussion....do cantribute

first time

hmmmmm......lets see....
where 2 begin????????
well dis is the first time i m blogging u c........it jus struck 2 my mind and i started doing it.
i don't have a topic 2 write abt rite now but will surely find one and tell u ppl...
till then bbye