missing HER"""didn't know it would hurt so much"""

seriously didn't know it would hurt this much........seriously didn't know

it has been just few hours dat i have not heard her beauty full voice and it seems as if something is missing from inside of my chest cavity..........

her going for however small a time period leaves such a BIG hole inside my chest cavity dat i cant explain.........all those who are in true love will understand me and maybe sympathize with me.........

i just pray to god that wherever she is safe and will come back soon into my arms and i will be able to hold her tight......real tight......then kiss her all over her beauty full face.........and see that smile of hers that makes my day.......

please god please keep her safe and send her back to me as soon as u can.........

the feeling of being second 2 everybody.............

the feeling of being second 2 everybody is the worst kind of feeling that u can ever have............... believe me and when i say this dt most of u who read this will agree with me as most of us not born with a silver spoons in our mouths.............................

and u know when this feeling is the worst when ur second 2 everybody in the life of the person whom u love more dearly than life itself................everybody else is more important than u..............she loves u no doubt but still......................................

this feeling gets 2 u when on a special day u wanna spend time with her................just a little time but ur not able 2 do so because of some social reasons..............and i just hate it..............

but on other occasions it is benefit also as when she is disappointed by everybody else she come 2 in the last and u comfort her.....................

whose dat girl.......

kaun hai wo......who is she.......

maybe she is the one(as they call it).........the girl....

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i m so sure she is the one.............

well how do i know..............

u know i never felt for anyone like this before and i dont think i ever will.........

because no one can make my heart beat the way it beats when ever i see her or even think about her......

she is cute and adorable and sweet andloving ang caring and so on and so forth.........she is everything i ever wanted......she is all i d esired.......in short she is custom made for me.......made to order u can say...........

she fights with me....gets angry with me.......is stubborn some times.....makes me do things i never dreamt of doing.....zidd karti hai mujhse(all the time)......never listens 2 me.......does not take care of her health even after i say so all the time..........BUT I STILL LOVE HER.......

she is my PRINCESS,ANGEL,SUNSHINE,DHILLO,BACCHA and so on and so forth.......

and i am her SHONA.......she loves me...she loves me more than life itself..........

what else can i say...........

the good ...the bad and the worst...

well it has been a long time because i only blog when i m down....

and no marks 4r guessing i m going through a lean patch.....

well the few days were the mixture of the good...the bad and the worst....

to start with my exams went good...thank good ....

then came the bad.....i was thrown of my viva 4r inappropriately and out of turn......but i got it covered......

then came the worst....i really really wanted 2 go home 2day.....but the ruddy examiner came in late...and on top of that went 2 have his lunch just before my turn......and it got so late dat i could not go home......

ne ways ....jus wanted 2 thank god 4r.....getting the worst over.....and maybe future holds some good......still living in the hope.......