cant meet her,see her........................

ppl have written whole books,poems and articles when they miss someone very near and dear 2 them.........

i m no writer or poet.......i m just a normal human being just a normal lover.....who loves someone very dearly and cant bear the thought of her being away from him..........

u know it hurts......yes it hurts.....really hurts......to be away from her and not be able to meet her......see her.........touch her face with my shaking figures........smell her hairs which always smell so nice............no one will understand....no one will...........

and i know it is not her fault......not her......she wants 2 meet me more than anything in this world but circumstances naa.....they can make an ass out of a good person........

cant blame her.....she is tied down and kept.............

cant blame u sweet heart.......

love u.........

the feeling of being nothing

the feeling being second in the life of the person whom u love more than love itself and more than life itself.........for whom ur willing 2 sacrifice all ur worldly possession....who is the center of ur world can be handled ....................

but the feeling of feeling of being NOTHING in the life of the person whom u love the most in this whole wide world can not be handled......

and even if it could be i m not a role model for it..........

i cant Handel it.........

but could it be..........

i cant understand ......

just cant..........

NOTHING........

JUST NOTHING....................

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...............

but then i think how could it be........

how could it be........

HOW???????????????

my one short coming can ruin it all....

i knew dat my short temper would be the downfall of me......

yes i knew it frm the very beginning ......

but i could control it yesterday and it got the better of me and hurt the people who are very near and very dear 2 me