the feeling of being nothing

the feeling being second in the life of the person whom u love more than love itself and more than life itself.........for whom ur willing 2 sacrifice all ur worldly possession....who is the center of ur world can be handled ....................

but the feeling of feeling of being NOTHING in the life of the person whom u love the most in this whole wide world can not be handled......

and even if it could be i m not a role model for it..........

i cant Handel it.........

but could it be..........

i cant understand ......

just cant..........

NOTHING........

JUST NOTHING....................

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING...............

but then i think how could it be........

how could it be........

HOW???????????????