wailings of my heart........

i write this with such a heavy heart that i can hear it going "GLUP GLUP" in side my hollow chest cavity as if grasping for breath like person drowning.

these are not words but consider them the sound of a wailing heart in desperate need of the affection from its counterpart.

i know that these wailings are all wrong and i should not be doing this but i need to pour out my heart because its unwise to keep in too much for too long in your heart.

i dont cry........i dont talk to people about my wailing i also dont want to make a public display of them nor can i tell someone.......it had been burning me from inside for many days but i just kept on bearing the scotch from the flames within but today i could not hem in my emotion no more and they got the better of me.......so here i m writing them.